My Future... my present... my past...

I'll be graduating soon in July 09... what am I going to do after that? Stay on and work in the UK? go back to Malaysia? visit Japan? sigh... I don't feel like I wanna think about it... Why can't we stay young forever? lol

The plans I have after i graduate is to stay on in the UK till my student visa finishes in September. During that time I guess I'll move down to Manchester or Leeds and maybe work part-time while trying to secure a full time job. Looking at the fact that the world is suffering from credit crunch and economy downfall at the moment...what are my chances? I'll just have to keep on praying that things will turn out for the better :)

Right now, all that's left to do is to study, assignments, study, assignments, and the list goes on... Its hard to imagine that I arrived in the UK not long ago and I'm already at the end of my degree course! It's even harded to imagine that I've left highschool about 6 years ago... roflmao time passes so quickly it's scary!

I miss my family and friends back home so much I'm beginning to doubt my choice of coming to the UK. Anyway, putting regret aside, I'm really thankful on the other hand that I'm given this opportunity to study here. Ironic as it seems, I like and hate this place at the same time lol.

My time in UK has been filled with lots of drama and emotions. Staying with other housemates, working together as coursemates, stuff like that I can admit is not really something I'm good at. It's because we stay together and see each other everyday that we begin to take each other for granted. I'm not pointing fingers but here I admit that I for one, am like that. There are times I just want to stay in my room and isolate myself. Here I have also learned that it's not easy living alone far away from your family. In times like these, friends are really important. Again, it's not easy to please everybody, there are times I try my best to please people and in return I end up hurting and making others angry at me. I'll just like to apologise if I've pissed anyone off. XD

Ah...moving on to my past... I thought that leaving Malaysia and coming over to the UK to start anew would relieve me of the memories. I was wrong... they continue to haunt me even when I'm far away from where it all started and ended. Will I ever forget you? Will I ever be able to let you go?

Guga Kell Ly

A random post about my good friend guga kell ly. I call her guga because that's the name of her "favorite" lecturer. She's a crazy, lame, and random person. Loves to tease and disturb me. She gets high when I do the =.= emoticon (god knows why). Was chatting with her just now and she was complaining about having dark circle/eye bags, bruised legs, and rashes on her skin. She blames the exams for these symptoms.

I shall now present to you a picture of guga kell ly drawn by me:

Momok Lady

She then drew a picture of me:

=.=

p/s: it's an inside joke but the reason i posted this is just to show how "wu liao" she can be.

Happy For You~

After that yim cha session, I've really never seen you so happy before. You've made the right choice. It's exactly like what people say: "if you really love a person, you will be happy just by seeing that person happy."

I really feel happy for you.

I wish you all the best in the future.

Till we meet again...

Reason why people think Catholics are crazy

Sunday joke, if you can’t take it then leave immediately. TYVM.

1. We like to keep Mass interesting. We sit, stand and kneel, in no particular order. Probably just to keep the blood flowing.
   
2. It’s not merlot or syrah they’re serving; it’s the Flesh and Blood of Jesus. No, really.
   
3. Forget a big meal afterwards, just pick up some of the breakfast tacos they’re always selling after Mass
   
4. Purgatory.
   
5. We all have 20 cousins. On each side of the family.
   
6. Infant Baptism isn’t dumb; it’s after-life insurance.
   
7. $5.00 in the collection basket is the epitome of generosity. Anything more than that, someone has hit the lottery.
   
8. A missal is a book, not a weapon. However, it has been known to pull double duty.
   
9. The signs we make aren’t just a mark of respect, they’re a lot of fun to do.
   
10. Every Catholic Guy tries to sit next the really hot girl they like at Mass. This is because they really want to hug during “Peace Be With You” and hold hands for the “Our Father”
    
11. We really like statues. A lot.
    
12. After every confession, everyone hits themselves on the head. This is because they have realized that they forgot that really big sin, and they know that it’ll hang over their head til the next time.
    
13. Contraceptives? Why?
    
14. Altar boys continue well into their twenties.
    
15. The 14 Stations has nothing to do with TV.
    
16. “Peace Be With You” is just a way to meet pretty girls.
    
17. We’ve always been taught that celibacy til marriage is the only way to go, forever and ever, amen. That being said…
    
18. “Sin on Saturday. Pray on Sunday. Confess on Monday”.
    
19. The Mass doesn’t start for a few minutes not because of tardy parisihioners. It’s because the priest is running late.
    
20. The Virgin Mary is not a God and we don’t treat her as such. But she is without sin, gave birth to Jesus and did it without having sex. That warrants more than a little respect.
    
21. 11:00 a.m. Mass means 11:15.
    
22. We actually get all the jokes in Dogma.
    
23. There are two very different, irreconcilable factions in every single church in the world. They are known as the Saturday or Sunday Mass bunch.
    
24. Bake Sales are a way of life.
    
25. Your knees are more calloused than your feet.
    
26. Priests have been giving us alcohol since we were little kids. No wonder any one of us can drink Protestants under the table.
    
27. Mass is nearly unchanged after almost 2000 years. We’re a little stubborn.
    
28. Catholic School Girls.
    
29. Whatever you gave up for Lent, you have it in your hands at 11:59 p.m. Saturday night, counting the seconds til midnight.
    
30. You either love or hate the Stations of the Cross. There is no middle ground.
    
31. We all know Da Vinci code is bogus and inaccurate. Yet we’ll still read it if nothing else is goin on.
    
32. We have Midnight Mass so there are no interruptions on Christmas morning
    
33. You’ve slipped out an Amen after the Pledge of Allegiance.
    
34. Holy Water can kill just about anything. So Protestants are pretty much screwed if a vampire comes calling.
    
35. There’s no way to explain it, but Catholic girls are just scorching hot.
    
36. There’s no need for impromptu prayer; you can always fall back on the Rosary or the Our Father.
    
37. It’s not uncommon for just one family to take up an entire pew or two.
    
38. Confession. Enough said.
    
39. When in doubt, say a Hail Mary.
    
40. Whenever anyone in Star Wars saga says “May the Force Be With You”, we get the urge to say “And Also With You”
    
41. If you see a guy leaning forward, looking half-dead with his head on the pew in front of him… he’s not praying. He’s hungover and was guilted into coming to Mass anyway.
    
42. Even though you never met her or been to a country she’s been in, you’re still willing to have “seen” a miracle by Mother Teresa.
    
43. We’re the oldest Christian religion. Period.
    

If you appreciated, chuckled or even smiled at some of these, you’re not a wacko. You’re just probably a member of the one of the oldest and largest religions in the world.

60% of my 4Month Holiday Left~

Well, it's been a VERY long time since I've posted anything. Been busy playing World of Warcraft and preparing my application for Uni in UK.

Renew passport, taking new pictures for visa/passport use, opening a new bank account, paying for my 1st semester, filling in the accomodation form, buy my air ticket, bla bla bla...

Within a blink of an eye, it's already June and I need to prepare for my trip back to KL on the 18th of June to handle my visa application. Sien~

That's about it, just posting here to remind myself I have a blog hehe.

Wake me up when September comes~

Time seems to be passing really slowly. I can't wait for September. I can't wait to go to UK. I can't wait to enter a whole new world.

This week started out very much like every other week. Mid-terms are just around the corner and I seem to be feeling pretty lazy. Not only that, lab reports and assignments are piling up. 2 presentations next month. Argh, so many things yet so little time. Everyday I'm counting the days till September comes. I guess the only thing I can do now is to do my best in my last semester in UCSI.

Lately I've been listening to Taylor Swift alot. Her songs are meaningful and soothing in some way.

Jen-sen has been telling and asking me alot about guitars lately. It kinda re-ignites my passion for guitar-playing. I think I'll just borrow Rachel's guitar and strum away till she wants it back lol.

Been doing alot of "stalking" in the net. I mean I've been busy reading friends blogs to see how they're doing. Its great to know that everybody is doing great. A shoutout to Hannah, don't forget me now that you're in Australia! :D

Yeah you guessed it, I'm just blogging now because I'm bored.

Valentine's Day

I spent this day at home. Nuff' said. Well, it does keep me aware that I'm still single lol.